At Peace

There is no pressing “need” or “must”.
No urgent demand requiring my attention.
I am content and at peace.
Others consider this indolence or sloth
That stands in the way
Of what I should be doing,
A character flaw in need of correction
My ways in need of redemption.
I regard it as a natural state of affairs,
Not to be denied.
Much to be desired.
I am at peace
Let this moment linger on.
After a lifetime of tending to the needs of others,
This moment is for me
And I will cherish it
For as long as I am able or permitted.
I am at peace.
I am not bound by what you want
Nor limited by your desire.
I am who I am and no other.
I have reined in my vices,
Refined my wants,
Defined my needs.
All is good.
I am at peace.